[Those words must the sexiest thing Kojirou has ever heard. They must be because he feels breathless. As if his lungs are all too small to contain all that air he wants to pump into them. Sweat rolls down his temples and back from the intensity of it all.
He calls Kaoru's name and his hips snap against the other all too sharply. Kojirou's eyes flutter shut and he leans his forehead down on Kaoru's chest as he comes. It feels like an all too fast roller coaster ride, with always one more peak to take.
Even in all his pleasure, Kojirou is trying his best to at least stroke the other the best he can.]
[ When Kojiro bends over him, Kaoru drags his fingers up the back of his neck to sink into his hair and hold him close. He feels when his orgasm hits and the way it shakes through them both, warmth filling Kaoru and making him moan Kojiro’s name. He’s so close, hips bucking down as if he’ll be able to get Kojiro any deeper and angling to rub his prostate against his cock before it softens. All the while he babbles meaningless phrases about needing more and wanting Kojiro and being close. Finally, his pleasure crests as Kojiro rubs the sensitive spot beneath the head of his cock and he comes into his hand as his back arches off of the bed and up towards Kojiro. ]
[When the waves are slowly calming down, only then Kojirou has the strength to even moan. He feels Kaoru's hand in his hair this time, holding him close.
It's the closes Kojirou has ever been to Kaoru he has to realize. And then he feels Kaoru come too. One of his arms immediately goes around his waist but his hand never leaves his cock. He feels his peak, warm and thick in his hand, and Kojirou's mouth waters. His cock also wants to jump back into action right then, making him groan in pain and pleasure at the same time.
He doesn't move for a while, he just can't. All his limbs are heavy and his head is light; it feels like the effects of some drugs but really, it's just Kaoru.]
Kaoru.
[Kojirou calls his name again and puts both his arms around him this time, pulling him tight to him, as if what they had done was just not enough. His forehead is still resting against Kaoru's chest. It's hot, and sweaty and messy, but this is Kaoru's warmth, and his scent and everything of his. And now it all belongs to Kojirou.]
[ Kojiro wraps around him as he shivers through the aftershocks of his orgasm, and Kaoru has never felt so cherished before. It’s almost ironic, given they just had sex for the first time and he’s always associated the act with carnal desire rather than love and care. Everything with Kojiro is different than what he’s used to, and while he totally expects them to have plenty of those carnal encounters as well, this is so... perfect. He wraps his arms tightly around him, encouraging him to stay close and relax. Kaoru can take the weight of him on top and even welcomes the almost stifling proximity. ]
I love you, too, Kojiro. [ He smiles as he coaxes his head closer, up until he can kiss him and then tuck his face against his shoulder. ] Fuck, don’t pull out yet, you feel too good.
[Kojirou kisses back and snuggles close, feeling he would never want to leave this bed now. He chuckles at Kaoru's demand, moving his hips just a tad, to show he is not gonna go anywhere. Not anymore.]
Then I'm staying. As if I can move right now.
[He mutters into Kaoru's shoulder, settling against him.]
This was fucking amazing... You're amazing. Can't wait to do it again.
[ Kaoru groans at the shift in weight as well as Kojiro pressing impossibly deeper. With a little movement of his own, he lowers his leg from where it had been pressed against his chest and instead wraps both legs around Kojiro’s waist to keep him close. They’re going to get cold and sticky, but for now, he’s perfectly content to stay the way they are.
Humming as he cards his fingers through Kojiro’s hair, he chuckles softly. ] Fucking a guy for the first time wasn’t bad then?
[Kojirou shivers at all the movement, still all too sensitive from all that had happened. But he chuckles still, because yeah, wow first time with a guy...]
Yeah, should have started with this one instead of chicks huh.
[He jokes shaking his head, then kissing at Kaoru's shoulder.]
[ Pawing at the blanket beneath them, he pulls at it until it’s almost free and then rolls to the side. He clings tightly to Kojiro, groaning when they shift but don’t part, and then drags the covers over the both of them. The warmth keeps him pliant as he kisses the side of Kojiro’s neck and then bites down to leave a mark. ]
It felt like the first time for me. You’re so different from... before. I wish I had started with you.
[If the moving around wasn't bad enough, the bite definitely is too much on Kojirou's sensitive skin. He jumps, hissing. But then he settles again, not letting Kaoru go even under the warmth of the covers.
Though he feels a bit of guilt stir in him when Kaoru talks. Yes, maybe if he was faster, braver, or something...]
You still ended up with me, in my bed. And soon we're gonna leave together. That's all I care about now.
[ Kaoru sighs happily at that, comforted both by Kojiro’s closeness and his words. They can really start a new life together, and even if he doubts that they’ll stay away from Japan forever, he’s confident that they’ll make things work. It’s certainly scary and something he won’t have any control over, but knowing that Kojiro will be there with him makes it easier to jump off the deep end. ]
Yeah, me too. You’re really stuck with me, after all!
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He calls Kaoru's name and his hips snap against the other all too sharply. Kojirou's eyes flutter shut and he leans his forehead down on Kaoru's chest as he comes. It feels like an all too fast roller coaster ride, with always one more peak to take.
Even in all his pleasure, Kojirou is trying his best to at least stroke the other the best he can.]
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It's the closes Kojirou has ever been to Kaoru he has to realize. And then he feels Kaoru come too. One of his arms immediately goes around his waist but his hand never leaves his cock. He feels his peak, warm and thick in his hand, and Kojirou's mouth waters. His cock also wants to jump back into action right then, making him groan in pain and pleasure at the same time.
He doesn't move for a while, he just can't. All his limbs are heavy and his head is light; it feels like the effects of some drugs but really, it's just Kaoru.]
Kaoru.
[Kojirou calls his name again and puts both his arms around him this time, pulling him tight to him, as if what they had done was just not enough. His forehead is still resting against Kaoru's chest. It's hot, and sweaty and messy, but this is Kaoru's warmth, and his scent and everything of his. And now it all belongs to Kojirou.]
I love you.
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I love you, too, Kojiro. [ He smiles as he coaxes his head closer, up until he can kiss him and then tuck his face against his shoulder. ] Fuck, don’t pull out yet, you feel too good.
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Then I'm staying. As if I can move right now.
[He mutters into Kaoru's shoulder, settling against him.]
This was fucking amazing... You're amazing. Can't wait to do it again.
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Humming as he cards his fingers through Kojiro’s hair, he chuckles softly. ] Fucking a guy for the first time wasn’t bad then?
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Yeah, should have started with this one instead of chicks huh.
[He jokes shaking his head, then kissing at Kaoru's shoulder.]
But no, no I'm glad it was with you first.
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It felt like the first time for me. You’re so different from... before. I wish I had started with you.
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Though he feels a bit of guilt stir in him when Kaoru talks. Yes, maybe if he was faster, braver, or something...]
You still ended up with me, in my bed. And soon we're gonna leave together. That's all I care about now.
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Yeah, me too. You’re really stuck with me, after all!
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[Kojirou grins and leans in to kiss at Kaoru's cheek, then attempts to tilt his head to kiss his lips.]