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[shodo]

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[eveseeking]

You can’t really think I would ever laugh at you.

[shodo]

Oh please, as if you haven't. Though I take it back, your bored dismissal would have been worse.

[eveseeking]

I haven’t. I wouldn’t.

You could have told me.

Though, I suppose it’s no matter. I treated you exactly as I would have, had I known.

[shodo]

Well, now I’ve told you. It’s good to know it doesn’t change anything in the past, but what about moving forward?

[eveseeking]

That is the question, isn’t it?

I always wanted you, you know.

[shodo]

... How could I have known that?!

[eveseeking]

Ah. It’s possible that it only felt obvious to me because I felt it so strongly.

[shodo]

We were also both very stupid teenagers at the time. Seems we've grown into only slightly less stupid adults.

[eveseeking]

We never really learn, do we?

[shodo]

Perhaps we could start to now.

[eveseeking]

Yes, perhaps it is.

Where do you suppose we begin?

[shodo]

[ It takes him a few minutes of typing, deleting, and typing again before he decides so man up and send what he originally wrote. ]

How about a date?

[eveseeking]

[Two can play at this game of not knowing what to say, apparently. He types out a response and stares at it for a minute—it seems too formal, lacking the intimacy and honesty the situation seems to call for. But ultimately, it’s what he has for now. He can work on carving his way back to authenticity little by little as they go. He hits send.]

It would be my pleasure.

[shodo]

Then I look forward to your invitation.