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Sorry, it's not like I could just drop it and let it go until later. But, yeah, I'll say it all over again so you can hear it. Especially that just because we're fucking now doesn't mean I'm suddenly going to let you walk all over me. I want to keep you happy and satisfied, but I'm not going to sacrifice myself for it. Just like I don't expect you to do that for me.
Seems like we both know this is more than just fucking, Kojiro.
You deserve more credit than I'm giving you, it was just that some of the things you said made me nervous. You're the strongest person I know, so I shouldn't be worried about you not standing up for yourself. I think that's one reason we've always bickered, no?
You deserve more credit than I'm giving you, it was just that some of the things you said made me nervous. You're the strongest person I know, so I shouldn't be worried about you not standing up for yourself. I think that's one reason we've always bickered, no?
[With a soft 'fuck' Kojirou does as Kaoru pleads. His hand is trembling as he goes deeper, and he picks up his pace too. Now that he has some idea how this is going he has to admit this is terribly different from porn, not even close!]
Like this?
[He asks in a breath, watching Kaoru's every movement and squirming, and... oh god. Porn is nice, yes, but the real thing is even better. ]
You must stop being so sexy or I won't last, Kaoru...
Like this?
[He asks in a breath, watching Kaoru's every movement and squirming, and... oh god. Porn is nice, yes, but the real thing is even better. ]
You must stop being so sexy or I won't last, Kaoru...
[ He has a retort poised on the tip of his tongue, ready to chastize Kojiro for thinking Kaoru is putting any effort into looking sexy. There's also a point to be made for not trying to last, for giving in when they feel pleasure and not trying to perform to some kind of standard or expectation. All of that goes out the window when Kojiro drags the tips of both fingers over his prostate and stars explode into Kaoru's vision. He gasps so quickly that it catches in his throat as his back arches, the sound escaping a moment later when it dissolves into moans and curses. Just like that, he's gone from cautious preparation to desperate need. ]
Then fuck me! I'm ready for it.
Then fuck me! I'm ready for it.
[ The arm wrapped around his torso gives him as much pleasure as it does anchor him in place, keeping him from sliding up the seat of the bike with each thrust from behind. He bites back a whine when Kojiro's hand leaves his throat, but the upward trajectory is promising and he isn't disappointed by the prodding against his mouth nor the grip on his jaw. He resists just long enough to make a show of it, to goad Kojiro into squeezing a little tighter, because as much as he teases Kojiro for his muscles, he is absolutely enamored with his strength. In the end, though, he parts his lips greedily and sticks out his tongue to welcome those thick fingers into his mouth.
Humming at the command, he doesn't bite, exactly, but he lets his teeth scrape against Kojiro's knuckles as they push past. He groans at the demands Kojiro makes, then chokes on a loud moan as he hits his prostate with a well-angled thrust. Eager to please, he sucks on Kojiro's fingers and swirls his tongue around them, then pushes between them so that he can feel the metal of his tongue piercing slide in between. Kojiro has him stuck in place, hips bucking back as much as possible to meet the thrusts, so if he can do his part by sucking his fingers and egging Kojiro on, he'd hardly going to complain. ]
Humming at the command, he doesn't bite, exactly, but he lets his teeth scrape against Kojiro's knuckles as they push past. He groans at the demands Kojiro makes, then chokes on a loud moan as he hits his prostate with a well-angled thrust. Eager to please, he sucks on Kojiro's fingers and swirls his tongue around them, then pushes between them so that he can feel the metal of his tongue piercing slide in between. Kojiro has him stuck in place, hips bucking back as much as possible to meet the thrusts, so if he can do his part by sucking his fingers and egging Kojiro on, he'd hardly going to complain. ]
[The noise Kojirou makes when Kaoru demands that is something he is not proud of. But the ringing of his ears he gets from excitement makes him forget it in a moment.
He pulls out his fingers, and for a moment he's at a loss what to do. It's thanks to all those occasions when he had to scramble to put on a condom before he slid into anyone.
But this is Kaoru, who said it's okay without a condom.
This is Kaoru.
He's going to fuck Kaoru, it dawns on Kojirou once again. Then he takes the lube and coats himself all too fast and messy. Without any further hesitation, he is back between Kaoru's legs, leaning over him.]
Then, I'm gonna take you now, Kaoru...
[His voice is strained as he states that, holding Kaoru's thigh with one hand and positions himself with the other to push in. Slowly at first. Going steady, but not stopping.]
He pulls out his fingers, and for a moment he's at a loss what to do. It's thanks to all those occasions when he had to scramble to put on a condom before he slid into anyone.
But this is Kaoru, who said it's okay without a condom.
This is Kaoru.
He's going to fuck Kaoru, it dawns on Kojirou once again. Then he takes the lube and coats himself all too fast and messy. Without any further hesitation, he is back between Kaoru's legs, leaning over him.]
Then, I'm gonna take you now, Kaoru...
[His voice is strained as he states that, holding Kaoru's thigh with one hand and positions himself with the other to push in. Slowly at first. Going steady, but not stopping.]
[ Moaning when he’s left feeling empty, Kaoru looks up at Kojiro as he hesitates. This is the point of no return, which he’s probably realizing; once they do this together, their relationship will be different than ever before. When Kojiro stutters back into motion, Kaoru smiles up at him and waits until he’s closer to lean up long enough steal a kiss. ]
I’m yours to take.
[ He hooks a hand beneath the knee of the leg Kojiro isn’t pressing against, opening himself and blushing brightly at the fact. Having someone between his thighs isn’t new, but having someone as sweet and caring as Kojiro definitely is. Kaoru can feel his tenderness as he pushes in slowly, thicker than his fingers but a manageable stretch. It feels like the air is being forced from his lungs, and as he stares up into Kojiro’s concentrated expression, tears well up in the corners of his eyes and force him to squeeze them shut. ]
I’m yours to take.
[ He hooks a hand beneath the knee of the leg Kojiro isn’t pressing against, opening himself and blushing brightly at the fact. Having someone between his thighs isn’t new, but having someone as sweet and caring as Kojiro definitely is. Kaoru can feel his tenderness as he pushes in slowly, thicker than his fingers but a manageable stretch. It feels like the air is being forced from his lungs, and as he stares up into Kojiro’s concentrated expression, tears well up in the corners of his eyes and force him to squeeze them shut. ]
Fuck.
[ Kaoru really is all his most depraved desires made flesh and bone. The barbell pushes between Kojiro's fingers, a hard edge against the soft heat of Kaoru's tongue, and Kojiro almost loses it. Almost. His hips push hard against Kaoru; pause, for a few moments of breathy groaning while Kojiro collects himself again, or else this will be over too soon. Kojiro's almost undone by this -- hilt-deep in Kaoru, in costume, on his bike, running his hands over all these hidden pieces of him -- he can't help it. Can't help himself. It's all--
Kojiro can't think about it anymore. Kaoru's body is so tight and hot around his cock, he's about to shake apart, and he can't think about it anymore. He's going to take full advantage of Kaoru later; after S, long into the small hours of the morning, he's going to spend ages taking Kaoru apart and turning him out, pulling every last cry and moan from him until he can't even move anymore. But for now? For now, Kojiro grits his teeth and goes to work, hips a sharp, quick staccato, sinking deep into Kaoru with each thrust.
There was good reason for the fingers in his mouth, though. Kojiro pulls his fingertips across Kaoru's tongue while he withdraws them, and in very short order, they find their way down the front of Kaoru's briefs. Kaoru's made them slick enough that it's a smooth wrap around his cock, to stroke along with the heavy pace from behind, and savor the metal he feels there as well. ]
You're so fucking hot, Kaoru. Drive me crazy. Every goddamn day. Love you so fucking much.
[ Kaoru really is all his most depraved desires made flesh and bone. The barbell pushes between Kojiro's fingers, a hard edge against the soft heat of Kaoru's tongue, and Kojiro almost loses it. Almost. His hips push hard against Kaoru; pause, for a few moments of breathy groaning while Kojiro collects himself again, or else this will be over too soon. Kojiro's almost undone by this -- hilt-deep in Kaoru, in costume, on his bike, running his hands over all these hidden pieces of him -- he can't help it. Can't help himself. It's all--
Kojiro can't think about it anymore. Kaoru's body is so tight and hot around his cock, he's about to shake apart, and he can't think about it anymore. He's going to take full advantage of Kaoru later; after S, long into the small hours of the morning, he's going to spend ages taking Kaoru apart and turning him out, pulling every last cry and moan from him until he can't even move anymore. But for now? For now, Kojiro grits his teeth and goes to work, hips a sharp, quick staccato, sinking deep into Kaoru with each thrust.
There was good reason for the fingers in his mouth, though. Kojiro pulls his fingertips across Kaoru's tongue while he withdraws them, and in very short order, they find their way down the front of Kaoru's briefs. Kaoru's made them slick enough that it's a smooth wrap around his cock, to stroke along with the heavy pace from behind, and savor the metal he feels there as well. ]
You're so fucking hot, Kaoru. Drive me crazy. Every goddamn day. Love you so fucking much.
[As Kojirou is sliding in, he has to note that two fingers may not have been enough... He should've told it to Kaoru. Not to brag, but for his own safety. But he can't stop now, not anymore. Not after Kaoru just said that.
When he lets his cock go as it slides in halfway, he grabs at Kaoru's other thigh, just to feel his hand there. Kojirou covers it with his and leans close to Kaoru again.
His expression makes his heart twist. Is he in pain? Or is it good? Because Kojirou feels so good his legs are already going numb.]
Kaoru, you feel so fucking good.
[Kojirou hisses and leans in to kiss Kaoru's forehead, working his hips in small thrust for now, just like he did with his fingers. He groans as all that movement and the closeness of Kaoru is already getting too overwhelming. He tilts his head to kiss the other's cheek, then down his jaw, just to arrive at his lips again. Kojirou is breathless yet he demands a slow kiss as if wanting to be closer to Kaoru than he already is.]
When he lets his cock go as it slides in halfway, he grabs at Kaoru's other thigh, just to feel his hand there. Kojirou covers it with his and leans close to Kaoru again.
His expression makes his heart twist. Is he in pain? Or is it good? Because Kojirou feels so good his legs are already going numb.]
Kaoru, you feel so fucking good.
[Kojirou hisses and leans in to kiss Kaoru's forehead, working his hips in small thrust for now, just like he did with his fingers. He groans as all that movement and the closeness of Kaoru is already getting too overwhelming. He tilts his head to kiss the other's cheek, then down his jaw, just to arrive at his lips again. Kojirou is breathless yet he demands a slow kiss as if wanting to be closer to Kaoru than he already is.]
[ His size is worthy of bragging about, and Kaoru can feel every bit of it as Kojiro presses deeper inside of him. It steals his breath away, and it's not until Kojiro's hand covers his own that he remembers to breathe. That helps him relax, and he continues pulling in steady breaths through his nose and exhaling slowly through his mouth. There's pain, but more than that, his tears have a very different source. ]
I love you, Kojiro. [ He moves his hand to tangle his fingers with Kojiro's, looking up at him with a watery smile. The first thrust makes him gasp in surprise and tighten up a bit, but he wills himself to relax again. ] Fuck, you feel good, too. G-go slowly for now.
I love you, Kojiro. [ He moves his hand to tangle his fingers with Kojiro's, looking up at him with a watery smile. The first thrust makes him gasp in surprise and tighten up a bit, but he wills himself to relax again. ] Fuck, you feel good, too. G-go slowly for now.
[Kojirou's throat suddenly tightens. Not because of the nerves, but because Kaoru just confessed and he- Did he do that before? Kojirou always knew that Kaoru loves him, but hearing it out loud is very different. It hits almost like a punch.]
I love you too, Kaoru.
[He whispers, his throat is dry so his voice cracks. He leans in to kiss Kaoru again, laughing too.]
Love you too.
[He repeats, as he slows down, out of rhythm still. He is trying to get used to all the sensations too, all that's happening, and trying to make it good for Kaoru too. Because, god Kojirou feels good...]
I love you too, Kaoru.
[He whispers, his throat is dry so his voice cracks. He leans in to kiss Kaoru again, laughing too.]
Love you too.
[He repeats, as he slows down, out of rhythm still. He is trying to get used to all the sensations too, all that's happening, and trying to make it good for Kaoru too. Because, god Kojirou feels good...]
[ The words echoed back at him run through his body like electricity, making him shiver as he clings to Kojiro. Even without moving much, being like this together is it’s own pleasure. He can feel every line of Kojiro’s body, both inside and above him, and he presses closer to feel more of that. His fingertips press into Kojiro’s back and trace over the muscles there, careful not to scratch his skin while he has the mind to think of it. Already he’s addicted to this, the connection he feels beyond the desire for climax; this is sex with love on both sides, true and deep and precious to Kaoru. ]
God, I’m never letting you go after this. [ He laughs and rolls his hips experimentally, moaning when it stretches him in all the right ways. ] You can move, Kojiro, I won’t break.
God, I’m never letting you go after this. [ He laughs and rolls his hips experimentally, moaning when it stretches him in all the right ways. ] You can move, Kojiro, I won’t break.
[ Kaoru isn’t thinking much at all at the moment, and it’s one of his favorite parts of sex with Kojiro. Normally, his analytical mind would be racing to process the details of his surroundings, and especially on an S night, his brain would be in high-gear. He’s proud of his intelligence, especially when it comes to his style of racing as well as his innovations in his career. Sex, however, is neither a competition nor a job, and he loves that Kojiro can make him go mindless with pleasure. Like this, or any other way they can be without clothes separating their desires, Kaoru can give himself over to instinct and primal needs.
He does his best to suck on Kojiro’s fingers, but the sudden change in pace forces his lips to part when he gasps for breath. Panting around the thick digits, tongue still working them over, he whines at the loss when they pull away. He expects them against his body, Kojiro smart enough not to waste how wet Kaoru had made them, but the trajectory between his legs has him squirming in the tight embrace of Kojiro’s arm. ]
Kojiro, w-wait, I won’t last. [ Shivering as his warning is ignored, his body shakes through twin urges to tense and to melt. Parts of him go pliant while others tighten, and he pushes his hips back onto Kojiro’s cock right before they instinctively buck forward into his hand. It’s been so long since hands other than his own have touched the sensitive barbell through the base of the his cock, and Kojiro works over it curiously, almost reverently. Kaoru moans loudly before he bites down on his bottom lip, teeth meeting the metal of his piercing. People must be arriving, and if someone’s strayed far enough from the main road, they’re bound to have heard him. Hooking up at S is hardly uncommon, but if anyone were to see Cherry with Joe—
He imagines what they must look like, straddling Kojiro’s motorcycle in varying degrees of undress. He’s straining on his tiptoes to stay level with Kojiro, that one strong arm the only thing keeping him from collapsing over the bike. It makes his stomach turn to think they could be discovered like this, but it isn’t an unpleasant sensation. Would Kojiro continue if they had an audience? Would his desire to show off his body extend to showing off how they look together like this? Kaoru sobs from the surprising rush of arousal at the thought, collapsing backwards against Kojiro’s chest as his hips shift desperately between pushing forward and backward. ] Oh fuck, I’m gonna come.
He does his best to suck on Kojiro’s fingers, but the sudden change in pace forces his lips to part when he gasps for breath. Panting around the thick digits, tongue still working them over, he whines at the loss when they pull away. He expects them against his body, Kojiro smart enough not to waste how wet Kaoru had made them, but the trajectory between his legs has him squirming in the tight embrace of Kojiro’s arm. ]
Kojiro, w-wait, I won’t last. [ Shivering as his warning is ignored, his body shakes through twin urges to tense and to melt. Parts of him go pliant while others tighten, and he pushes his hips back onto Kojiro’s cock right before they instinctively buck forward into his hand. It’s been so long since hands other than his own have touched the sensitive barbell through the base of the his cock, and Kojiro works over it curiously, almost reverently. Kaoru moans loudly before he bites down on his bottom lip, teeth meeting the metal of his piercing. People must be arriving, and if someone’s strayed far enough from the main road, they’re bound to have heard him. Hooking up at S is hardly uncommon, but if anyone were to see Cherry with Joe—
He imagines what they must look like, straddling Kojiro’s motorcycle in varying degrees of undress. He’s straining on his tiptoes to stay level with Kojiro, that one strong arm the only thing keeping him from collapsing over the bike. It makes his stomach turn to think they could be discovered like this, but it isn’t an unpleasant sensation. Would Kojiro continue if they had an audience? Would his desire to show off his body extend to showing off how they look together like this? Kaoru sobs from the surprising rush of arousal at the thought, collapsing backwards against Kojiro’s chest as his hips shift desperately between pushing forward and backward. ] Oh fuck, I’m gonna come.
Yeah, you must never.
[Kojirou laughs breathless too, though it turns into a moan as Kaoru moves his hips. His heart is beating so fast Kojirou is not sure it will ever calm down after this. He feels it in all his body, along with the sharp jolts of pleasure he gets as he thrusts in. So this is love. A form of love. It must be. Because he is so happy he could die. It's exactly what he wanted, what he needed, what they both needed... And Kojirou swears to do it again and again so Kaoru will never forget how much he loves him.
With a deep breath he picks up his pace, closer to one that his body demands.]
I only- I want it good for you. Want it to be the best you have.
[He speaks and it must be the high of sex, he admits it, all that raw need and maybe the need to prove too. Then he hitches one of Kaoru's leg up his shoulder so he can reach around to wrap his hand around his dick. It's hot and hard in his hand, making Koirou breathless once again.]
[Kojirou laughs breathless too, though it turns into a moan as Kaoru moves his hips. His heart is beating so fast Kojirou is not sure it will ever calm down after this. He feels it in all his body, along with the sharp jolts of pleasure he gets as he thrusts in. So this is love. A form of love. It must be. Because he is so happy he could die. It's exactly what he wanted, what he needed, what they both needed... And Kojirou swears to do it again and again so Kaoru will never forget how much he loves him.
With a deep breath he picks up his pace, closer to one that his body demands.]
I only- I want it good for you. Want it to be the best you have.
[He speaks and it must be the high of sex, he admits it, all that raw need and maybe the need to prove too. Then he hitches one of Kaoru's leg up his shoulder so he can reach around to wrap his hand around his dick. It's hot and hard in his hand, making Koirou breathless once again.]
[ Kaoru never imagined he’d be laughing during sex, yet here he is, so full of love and happiness that it spills over and out of him in the form of giddy chuckles. He kisses Kojiro when he can, when he isn’t gasping for breath or mumbling soft words of encouragement to him. His body grows more and more pliant as the tension melts away and he’s left with nothing but pleasure.
Tensing at the thought, at the implications of it, he reaches up to run his hands through Kojiro’s hair. He doesn’t know how to articulate it, but the fact that he’s even thinking about it that way means he’s already succeeded. Now isn’t the time to bring up Ainosuke or his selfish views on love and sex; this moment is for Kojiro and Kaoru alone. He’s about to say so when Kojiro adjusts their position and it makes him sink even deeper into Kaoru right as he touches his cock. Back arching, he moans sharply at the sudden spike in sensation. ] Oh god, you already are. Kojiro, you feel so amazing.
Tensing at the thought, at the implications of it, he reaches up to run his hands through Kojiro’s hair. He doesn’t know how to articulate it, but the fact that he’s even thinking about it that way means he’s already succeeded. Now isn’t the time to bring up Ainosuke or his selfish views on love and sex; this moment is for Kojiro and Kaoru alone. He’s about to say so when Kojiro adjusts their position and it makes him sink even deeper into Kaoru right as he touches his cock. Back arching, he moans sharply at the sudden spike in sensation. ] Oh god, you already are. Kojiro, you feel so amazing.
[Kojirou told Kaoru that he loves him, but he hears him laugh and moan and move under him he feels like he has to tell him again because since then he loves him more! With every kiss, with every glance, he loves Kaoru even more.
His body alarms him all too suddenly that Kojirou has barely any time to react. He picks up his pace and falling out of rhythm as he is reaching for his orgasm in an all too rushed manner. His voice is thick with arousal and warning as he calls Kaoru's name.]
Kaoru- I- I'm gonna, I'm close, I'm so close, I'm gonna come--
[He rambles and his cheeks burn, his whole body burns, but he can't stop now.]
His body alarms him all too suddenly that Kojirou has barely any time to react. He picks up his pace and falling out of rhythm as he is reaching for his orgasm in an all too rushed manner. His voice is thick with arousal and warning as he calls Kaoru's name.]
Kaoru- I- I'm gonna, I'm close, I'm so close, I'm gonna come--
[He rambles and his cheeks burn, his whole body burns, but he can't stop now.]
[ It’s easy to tell from the change in pace that Kojiro is getting close. His hips snap forward with more force, faster for their lack of planned beat. Kaoru digs his fingers into his back and drags him closer. He can feel his own orgasm on the horizon, more distant than Kojiro’s but closer now as he’s fucked between twin sensations of his hips and his hand. Moaning his name, he does his best to meet each thrust, but it’s difficult to keep up with the rapid pace. ]
Good, want you to— Want you to come inside me.
Good, want you to— Want you to come inside me.
[Those words must the sexiest thing Kojirou has ever heard. They must be because he feels breathless. As if his lungs are all too small to contain all that air he wants to pump into them. Sweat rolls down his temples and back from the intensity of it all.
He calls Kaoru's name and his hips snap against the other all too sharply. Kojirou's eyes flutter shut and he leans his forehead down on Kaoru's chest as he comes. It feels like an all too fast roller coaster ride, with always one more peak to take.
Even in all his pleasure, Kojirou is trying his best to at least stroke the other the best he can.]
He calls Kaoru's name and his hips snap against the other all too sharply. Kojirou's eyes flutter shut and he leans his forehead down on Kaoru's chest as he comes. It feels like an all too fast roller coaster ride, with always one more peak to take.
Even in all his pleasure, Kojirou is trying his best to at least stroke the other the best he can.]
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