[Kojirou knew what Kaoru wanted, and yet when he says it a shiver runs through his body. His hands slide tighter around Kaoru, maybe in an attempt to ground himself, yet it just brings the other's body closer to his.
He actually hasn't done it with a man yet. He's been with a few girls, so he knows what sex is like, but this is different. This is Kaoru. It's going to be their first time.]
I want to.
[Kojirou whispers into Kaoru's back, his cheeks burning and his pants getting tighter. He's been dreaming about this a lot. Even more after they got together. In his dreams, he had Kaoru so many times, and yet right now when the real thing offers he hesitates. Though not because of himself. He doesn't want Kaoru do this before he feels ready, before all that Ainosuke did to him got better. If it ever would.]
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He actually hasn't done it with a man yet. He's been with a few girls, so he knows what sex is like, but this is different. This is Kaoru. It's going to be their first time.]
I want to.
[Kojirou whispers into Kaoru's back, his cheeks burning and his pants getting tighter. He's been dreaming about this a lot. Even more after they got together. In his dreams, he had Kaoru so many times, and yet right now when the real thing offers he hesitates. Though not because of himself. He doesn't want Kaoru do this before he feels ready, before all that Ainosuke did to him got better. If it ever would.]
But are you sure?