[ It's reassuring, actually, that Kojiro is flustered about Kaoru's advances. The reactions give him the sense that he understands the implications of Kaoru's actions, the proposition in his words. At the same time, it makes his stomach flutter with nerves at the thought that maybe he isn't ready for this, that he's awkward because he wants to wait. It's helpful, then, that he repeats the question with a strong and more confident tone, lacking any stutter to it. The hands are another reassurance, too, holding him in place and making his skin burn with arousal. Kojiro has such big hands, callused from skating and dexterous from cooking. It would be a lie to say that Kaoru hasn't thought about those same hands skating over his bare skin.
Sighing softly as he leans closer, he presses a kiss to the side of Kojiro's jaw. Of the two of them, he's the one with experience in this—sex between men—and it fills him with a sense of responsibility. It had been enjoyable with Ainosuke at some point, and he wants this to be better like he needs to sell Kojiro on having sex with him. Or maybe, he just wants to overwrite the memories of his past. ]
I want you to fuck me. [ He mouths the words against Kojiro's neck, then hesitates a moment. It's an accurate statement, but he can't help thinking that he needs to repeat it again with a different sentiment behind it. ] I want you to make... make love to me.
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Sighing softly as he leans closer, he presses a kiss to the side of Kojiro's jaw. Of the two of them, he's the one with experience in this—sex between men—and it fills him with a sense of responsibility. It had been enjoyable with Ainosuke at some point, and he wants this to be better like he needs to sell Kojiro on having sex with him. Or maybe, he just wants to overwrite the memories of his past. ]
I want you to fuck me. [ He mouths the words against Kojiro's neck, then hesitates a moment. It's an accurate statement, but he can't help thinking that he needs to repeat it again with a different sentiment behind it. ] I want you to make... make love to me.